Another demo from the unreleased “Snapshots” album. “I Don’t Believe In Myself” is probably one of my favorite unreleased tracks, probably because it’s the most honest I’ve been with myself in a lyric. It’s sad, delicate, and practically depressing. But, the truth is it’s hard making a living out of something you love, it can be VERY depressing at times. People telling you what you are doing wrong, how you should change, not selling enough music, not being able to pay the bills. It’s a challenge to say the least. I have reached a crossroad many time that’s caused me to question what I am doing and whether or not I can do it anymore. Of course, contrary to the song title, I do believe in myself - otherwise I wouldn’t have gone this far. The irony is that even with doubt as a songwriter I find myself writing a song about it, I couldn’t escape it if I wanted to.
TRACK DOWNLOAD: http://fivetimesaugust.bandcamp.com/track/i-dont-believe-in-myself-demo
ALBUM PREORDER: http://fivetimesaugust.bandcamp.com/album/rare-live-unreleased